in between dreams

Thursday, June 05, 2008

THE BURDEN FINALLY OFF ME

"Hey You, I'm glad we were having 'the conversation'. Thank you for being so open, casual and cool about this. Makes me sooo relief. Hope everything gonna be just fine between us. Thanks yah."

It's normal for me to feel sad, disappointed or down. Bu overall, I feel so relief. At least now everything is clear. I know how he feels, what to do and what I should do. Hope I really can start to go on and find a new path…

Posted at 10:54 pm by sundaycaramell
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Saturday, May 31, 2008

GLOOMY

Baru aja kelar dinner "perkenalan" dengan keluarga "calon" adek gue. Adekku tersayang ingin menikah. Wah, akhirnya terwujud juga keinginan bonyok gue untuk segera menikahkan anaknya. Hehehe... Niat ini udah lama sih diomongin sama adek gue. Dan sejujurnya, gue dan kakak gue sama sekali nggak berkeberatan dengan "dilangkahi" oleh adek gue. Fine by us. We are happy for him.
Tapi sekarang kok perasaan gue jadi aneh. I thought i'm gonna be just fine. Tapi ternyata... abis kelar dinner kok jadi gloomy gini rasanya. Don't get me wrong... I'm so happy for my brother. I really am. It's just me... Semuanya jadi berbalik ke diri gue sendiri aja. Jadinya soooooo many things in my mind. Pikiran jadi kemana-mana. Ngalor-ngidul nggak jelas. Sampe Candy aja ikut kepikiran. Padahal, masih jauuuuuuuuuhhhh banget.
Hah! Gak seru nih... Akhir-akhir ini gue lagi over sensitif. Gak tau kenapa. Sampe posting ini aja mata gue berkaca-kaca. BLAH!

Posted at 10:50 pm by sundaycaramell
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Monday, May 26, 2008

APA SIH???

Me : I thought i could see you before you go...
Candy : Ooohh, come on... I only go for a week, not like i go for a long time...

I know. I know. It's my hormon's speaking. Goddamn PMS! Ugh! I get over sensitive even for small thing. See? I miss you already...

Posted at 10:11 pm by sundaycaramell
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Monday, May 05, 2008

KEEP THE HOPE REMAIN BUT STILL CONTROL THE EXPECTATION

"Do anything that you comfortable with, follow your instinct but expect less. As long as you don't hurt anyone's feeling what ever you do will bring you lots of happiness for yourself"

Posted at 11:29 am by sundaycaramell
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

Wah, rasanya enak banget when you really expect less in something. Lucunya, when things went pretty well even better than you’re expected rasanya jadi cenderung gak ‘berlebihan’. Maksudnya, respond dari diri gue sendiri yang ada cenderung lebih ‘kalem’. Heeemmm… good for me! ;-).

So, dengan semua kejadian yang terjadi akhir-akhir ini dengan Candyman yang a lot better than I expected, I don’t want to jinx it. Just don’t push it, let it flow, let it loose and it feels great! Whatever happen..... so be it lah. Hehehe...

Posted at 03:38 pm by sundaycaramell
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Monday, April 14, 2008

SAGITARIUS HARI INI

GENERAL
Suasana akan kembali tenang dan keadaan juga kembali harmonis. Jadi konflik pun bisa kamu hindari dengan mudah.

ASMARA
Hati kamu sedang berbunga-bunga, pokoknya semua berjuta rasanya.

KEUANGAN
Kamu belum merasa puas masih kurang terus.
PEKERJAAN
Semua berjalan dengan baik, jadi kamu nggak perlu merasa cemas.

Hihihihihi... untuk kali ini kok bener banget ya? :-p

Posted at 11:50 am by sundaycaramell
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Thursday, April 10, 2008

BINTANGKU HARI INI

GENERAL :
Berdamailah dengan diri dan lingkungan kamu juga karena akan memudahkan segala rencana kamu. Sikapmu kadang menyulitkan diri kamu sendiri.
ASMARA:
Kamu sedang memasuki fase kehidupan baru.
KEUANGAN:
Kamu tenang-tenang saja, hari baik akan segera datang.
PEKERJAAN:
Nggak ada jeleknya kamu teliti ulang lagi.

Heemmm...

Posted at 02:36 pm by sundaycaramell
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